OCD

Today I have got a confession to make .. Yep a confession about me being a very troubled young lady << please don't feel sorry for me :( It's a fact that I'v been dealing with for a long time , ruined my life , took away my enjoyments , stressed me out , and always got the best out of my nerves .. Ladies and gentlemen , may I present to you my OCD !!

Yes , I have OCD and I'm not proud . I can tell you how much it sucks to be OCDed . I'm a very very very picky person by nature , and havin' the OCD just made everything hell worse for me !! Ughhh I always drive my mother crazy while in the kitchen because I have to clean everything .. I take three hours to make a salad because I need to wash the vegetables with soap a dozen of time !!

My friends think I'm nuts for I keep a bottle of liquid soap in my bag , I have two kinds of sanitizers , Dettol wipes , and a Dettol liquid in my locker .. yeah .. Dettol is like my best loyal friend , I use it in almost every thing . When I take a shower I wash my body first with Dettol . I wash my clothes with Dettol , and it's impossible for me to clean anything without using Dettol . I had times when I couldn't touch anything , not a single thing even if it was mine .. my mobile , my books or anything that I could imagine to have germs or bacteria .


I also have a crazy weird stuff .. SOCKS I really have an issue with socks << awkward huh ? I can't stand staying with a pair of socks for more than two hours , and at the university because I walk a lot , my socks get a lot of dust and stuff and I just feel sick when I spot them , so I started to keep extra socks in my school bag & in my locker so I can change when ever I want ! See ?

And here is one thing more. My OCD is not only with cleanness , it's almost with everything . For example , I get extremely distracted in my classes when a teacher writes a leaning line or misspell a word .. I keep thinking of that wrong letter and how can I make that line straight < get me waaay nervous at times !! Anyways , I'm workin so hard to overcome it .. it's not easy at all I know , but I'll keep going in hopes of a little change and .. fingers crossed  !!

Hmmm , I think that's it for my little bitty pathetic life xD what about you ? Has anyone had any stories with OCD ? I'll be so excited to have you in the club ;)